"It's quite a challenge for you to find balance today, for you may feel as if you are simultaneously being told yes and no. You are willing to go over the edge in order to establish your limits, but it will still be difficult for you to follow the rules. Being creative is your way of testing the reaction of the world around you. It's not as desperate as it seems, so take your time to find your way."
Even my horoscope is very clear with the message, I take control of my life and no one else, bending the rules is entirely up to me, as I take responsibility and accountability of my own doings. Are you in control?